we the crayons lover

I HAVE A KINGDOM.

2011-02-26T19:14:00.000-08:00

Listening to,Im on a boat-The lonely island

HOWDEY FOLKS(bet i lost most of my followers by now),its been 2 years since i left my blog unwritten,its good to see my old blog again(i have a tumblr now but thats not the case here).Well just to recap where and what i've been up to:

2009,-last year of my Chung hwa days,
-graduated with awesome colours.
-BGIC 09
2010,-went to college
-became the head of Public relationship
-gain alot of awesome friends but lost some amazing ones along the road.
-been grouped into two skate teams; 8-park skate team and The moustache rider
-became closer with my fellow student council people(family)
-promoted to senior(upper six) with an average grade(though i was not happy with it)
-scored my EAS.
2011,-became closer with the student council people i.e,Chynna,dalvina...
-met Ika :) cause she is now my junior in college
-in contact with rawiza too:D
-BGIC 2011(FEW FREAKING WEEKS MORE TO GO!!)

and so here we are,im still blur with my opening speech,though i have a few pointers but that just wont do:(...all i need now is some data of Qatar's view of islamopobia,googled it but crap came out(still love you google),i have all the details that i want for Qatar's military spending though which i think is a progress haha...well okay,i think i better stop for now and google HARDer.have a great sunday guys:)

person of the day,Qiah : it was nice to have the long talk with you last night:),perk up youu handsome person:)

Flying Ninjas

2009-12-22T13:32:00.001-08:00

Listening to.Fall Out Boy - What a catch,donnie.

Awesome,no?well aunty Zareena tagged me a photo of lomo cameras at facebook and told me that they have those at KL and crazly cheap,so i guess i'll be going to KL after all hehe.who im going with is still a mystery,its either with Zarif and Rahman or just me and Zarif.

Im fully awake,tired,cold,lonely and awesomely bored.

Todays plan would be :

-Watch movie with Daniel,which means i'll be going to gadong.

-Go back to tutong,sleepover at Mummy dayang's mansion :D.

And thats it..for now.

D¡¡¡n~O~$@UR..signing off.
(Lame,i know)

Person(s)of the day. AirAsia : be cheap on January. Nunu : i miss you,so muchh.

2009-12-22T11:21:00.000-08:00

Listening to.Metro Station - Kelsey

I miss you,so much love:'(.when will that day be?

Mr.Sunday

2009-12-20T06:04:00.000-08:00

Hello world,i am currently at my auntie's so im not listening to anything but the sound of the rain drops outside and the noise the TV is making.

Something came up today so i didnt went to the beach with Daniel and his family,instead i went to the tutong beach with my family and guess who tagg along..itsss..JENG JENG JEEENGG~...Deenaa,Aunty Yus's tiny daughter.i brought her along cause she lived near by and its been ages since i talked to her so....yeah,its a last minute thing though.We talked non-stop hahaha and we had like..alot of mosqitoe bites all over,Deena has one..or is it two on her face haha,your bllod is to sweet bah tu Deena hehe.Sent her home at around 8.30ish and i didnt know that she has a guard dog and and its like huge.

I might be at tutong for this couple of days cause mummy dayang insist of us staying here so...yeah.well thats it for now,im diin signing out.

Person(s)of the day.Deena : had fun with you today haha.Nunu : i miss you:\

'when i said i love you,i meant it'

Saturday is the new Sunday

2009-12-19T03:48:00.001-08:00

Listening to,Eye Set To Kill : Reach.

3 sunburns this month and counting.wowey,i just got back from swimming with Daniel and his family,i know swimming wasnt in the plan cause it was a last minute thing.Haziq and my little brother followed.

We start of with an awesome nerfwar.Our team however lost cause Daniel and his army played invinsible.Too bad we did took pictures.Daniel invented this awesome game called capture the board.Its a simple but rough game,really,i endup getting cuts and bruses all over my arms and legs.We were divided into two groups,i was choosen to be the'General' so my task is to get the board and return to my side of the pool before the other team does,its like touch rugby but instead playing onthe field,we played it on water and only the general has to get the board so basicaly the other team member's job is to 1.guard the board and prevent the opponent from getting it and 2.asssist the general and on my team we have Me,Daniel,Haziq,Haiqal and three other whom i forgot their name.As strong as our team was,we lost but overall we had fun playing it.

After that,we played the what-i-do-you-do game.Its simple as its name.Do any diving style and if you nailed it,the others must do the same,bailed it,then you lost.

Next on my list was to go JP skating with Wan but i dont think i can go cause my body hurts so bad so i think im just gona sit back and paint paint paint:D.Diin signing off.

person(s)of the day,Fenny wanny : Forgive me cause i cant go this month but i am going next month though..Lisa : welcome back girl.Nunu : im thinking of you:p

'Youre beautiful,have i told you that?'

A frypan for a hand,and a candy for a heart.

2009-12-18T08:03:00.001-08:00

Listening to,White Lies : to lose my life.

A tiring Friday indeed,Babysitting those two rugrats is like..babysitting two very hyper chipmunks.Looking foward to tomorow cause im bringing them to Daniel's for a nerfwar,hehehe.this will be interesting.

Love is a complicated thing,its not all about saying 'i love you' or say sweet things,its all about commitment and trust.to love is to understand,i belive that concept after having several unsucsessful love affairs with several diffrent girls.The common thing about all my previous is that..i dont really love them,i dont really understand them.Having Nunu onthe other hand,is quite the opposite.Shes..diffrent.She has the power to pull me out from my sadness and stamp a smile on my face. shes so unpredictable and that makes me wanting her more.

Person(s)of the day.Gavin Singer : Happy Birthday bro,may Allah bless you and your family,im sorry i cant come to your awesome birthday party at Bandung :s,i miss you,Pablo,Jazz and the others. Dii : Happy Birthday cousin,i dont know when exactly is your birthday but it says there at facebook that today is your birthday,so...have a blast:D. Nunu : i miss youu:/.

'You turn me on'

Pinch that nose

2009-12-17T10:26:00.000-08:00

Listening to,Versa Emerge - Hider

Remember when i told you that reading books will oneday make you happier?No?then go get that lazy potatoe ass of yours from wherever youre sitting now and go start reading books.
The advantages are as follows :
-Increase your language skills.
-Helps to discover new and usefull words.
-If you have a girlfriend/boyfriend,tell them about the book that youre currently reading,who knows that someday it will be made into a movie:).
Recomended books such as :
- the twilight saga(if you guys are into vampires and not for that hotty Edward Cullen)
-the Percy Jackson saga(my personal favorite,if you guys are into ancient greek gods.the movie will be shown next year though:).)
-the Harry Potter saga(my second personal favorite,it is for you people who likes wizardy stuff and dont mind reading a really thick book consisting of hundreds of pages,movie is out and did you know that the last instalment ,HP and the deadly hollows,will have not one but two parts?)

So you see guys..and girls..reading books aint that bad,you just have to find the right book and surely oneday,out of the blue,someone important will ask you out to watch a movie with them and that movie just so happen to be the one that you just read and you can tease them by spoiling each and every moment of the movie haha:).im diin signing out.

person(s)of the day.Rahman : dude,i need to know whats going on,i dont want to see things like this happened to you.Jim : youre my cousin and please CHANGE!!for our family's sake.Nunu : i love you and i miss you deeply sayang:).

The World stops for you

2009-12-16T18:45:00.001-08:00

Listening to : Good charlote - beautiful places

Wow!i cant belive its already December.i still remember a few months ago where i use to bully the juniors at school,had fun at teacher roman's class,tasted each and every food there is at the canteen which doesnt have the word 'pig'or'zhu' in it(since its our last day at chung hwa),poking zana and alai(its like an everyday routine thing),getting ready for 'o'level,the free running we use to do(since we dont have P.E),the party we throw everyday(not everyday,sometimes we did it 4 times a week)at class,discovering new places to hangout,getting prepaird for o'level and of course graduation:s.ow man,where did the time go:/,i miss school,i miss my friends and teachers and i miss junior girls screaming my name hahaha,goodtimes~

aaanyway,i went to gadong yesterday with Daniel and Haziq just to clear my mind a little and endup watching this 4-dollars-wasting-chinese movie called 'Storm Rider',it sucks like hell,no offence.wanted to watch newmoon buuuuut Daniel already watched it so...yeah.The gadong life now is getting complicater by the minute,backstabing,fighting just to win a girl's heart?come on guys,you can do better than that.well i guess thats it for now.bye amigos

person(s)of the day-Zanna : thank you:).Rosemarry vong : Happy birthday:D.Francine : Happy sweet 16 girl:D,Cant wait to see you soon.Daniel : thanks man:D.Rui yee : cheer up:D.Nunu : i miss you:/.

'although im not there,doesnt mean i dont care about you'

Nunu,thats the name carved on my heart.

2009-12-15T18:09:00.001-08:00

The first day i met you,the first day we hold hands was the happiest day of my entire life,honest.Love was all around us that wonderfull night.You,as always,look so beautifull while i look awfull with my bad ankle and my unkempt hair but you didnt care.That wonderfull night i let you in,which i never let my previous did before cause for the first time ever,i was deeply and madly in love.because girl,youre that important to me.

But then my heart was smashed into a million pieces,it hurts so bad that i couldnt stop crying,im not much of a man by doing so but thats the only thing that i can do.I was unable to eat.I cant even think straight,let alone to sleep,it was hard.I fake my smile,my laughter,my happieness but inside,its breaking me apart.I guess im not that strong.I am a complete mess without you love.

Although it hurts,i will wait for you no matter what happens,i will be there with the same feeling when you'll say'hey,i now 100% love you'.because nunu,my heart is now locked and only you have the key to unlock it.I dont have feelings for others cause i really love you.maybe youre right,maybe girls outhere would die for me but to bad,they're not the one that i love.

I hope your time alone is enough and I hope that day will come soon.I miss you,i need you:'(.i sound desperate i know but i really dont want you to go away from my life.I dont have anything to offer but my love.you maybe not my first but youre my last.NuNu,I love you,so much,please note that always.

she took my beating heart

2009-12-08T12:17:00.000-08:00

:).

you lit up my night and make it bright,you make me feel all bubbly inside.you make me warm and make sure of it,you love me like no one ever did.i cant promise you the things that i've made with my previous,cause you're one of a kind you're marvelous.i love you,my beautiful nunu(L)

returning the favour

2009-10-29T17:56:00.000-07:00

listening to zee avi.bitter heart

you know who this is?:D.good times indeed rawiza.

My space cowgirl

2009-10-29T03:33:00.000-07:00

i dont care if shes not that hot.she makes me happy and thats what counts.she is to me the most beautiful girl i ever seen.she plays rugby and has the guts to blow a 100 ballons and its coloured red.although we're not totally offical yet but i miss her so much.she is my space cowgirl.

NU NU XD

2009-10-18T16:54:00.000-07:00

THE SHEEPS GO NINJA

2009-07-07T19:42:00.000-07:00

Listening to : Demi lovato-La La Land(i know right)

GOODMORNING PEOPLE!okay,i've been away for so long and now i have returned,BWAHAHA*dramatic evil laugh with thunders flashing*.anyway,i was actually planning to go to school today but i found myself awake at 8.19 and my mum was nowhere to be found plus my head really hurts so i prefer not to go,anyway yesterday was the 1st day for me to go to school since i didnt go on monday.The school sure didnt change but the students sure did,take my classmates for example,they were all to serious yesterday and they werent laughing at my jokes but i cant blame them,my jokes are lame and our school's 1st trial exam is coming sooner than i hoped for.Met zanna yesterday at canten,we talked for awhile and girl you should really really eat ALOT!!!.ow and yes have i mention that all our teachers looks like doctors and nurses,haha cause they wore that mask thingy and finally cikgu.Tan gave us the money for that malay-act-thingy that they've promised for months,nana,fify,fauzi,faiz and two chinese girls who played faiz's wife and the other who played as fify's friend whom i forgot their names,got $40 while me and hisham got only $15-.-',we should've earn more because we did the carrying...but as long as i got paid xp.ow yes i finally finished planing my schedule,so that means no more fun&games for me(kinda)and i'll only be online at night,so...yeah,

person(s)of the day-my whole classmate,Guys cheerup and take it easy or otherwise you'll all blow your minds out.Zanna,EAT.and last but not least Ummay,im sorry about lastnight,i missed you.

G.A.S(GAS'gorgeous awsome spontaneous)

2009-04-17T22:27:00.000-07:00

listening to:lady gaga;beautiful,dirty,rich
HEYYYYYY PEOPLE!!!.

just like to do a quick update.
the hot sunny day is frying my head and i think that is why i suck at my oral test today,i hope i can get at least a C or a B (AMIN)i just got back from having my malay oral exam and let me tell you its EFFING HARD!!!my malay suck bad&i cant wait for the REAL english oral test next week,,well anyway im stuck at the computer lab right now with faiz beside me,god knows what he's up to xp.
today was.....random i would say cause we didnt do much work.got a 15 over 20 on my english *fake*oral test with mr.ramone.the whole day i goofed around with them deejah and rui yii,xD.my whole body still hurts thanks to my beloved anny who abuse me physicaly and mentally yesterday but thanks for making my stress go away.also to my uncle hadi,he's a born stress killer man,haha.im still trying to upload my pictures,the BGIC and the school trip's picture as soon as possible.

person(s)of the day:the oral examiner;GIVE ME HIGHER MARKSS,PLEASEEEEEE

lala

2009-04-12T22:49:00.000-07:00

listening to:nothing

its one of those days that i have to sit back and relax while all my plans went down the drain because of the rain.im currently playing pet society to fill up the boredness inside me,cant go online cause my phone is about to die any minute soon.school was okay i guess,well today we didnt study much,ermmm went to the hall at the morning as usual for the morning's assemble,the morning was entertained by the F5B students and thank god i dont have to come up on stage next week.
thats all i guess

people(s)of the day;roy and the other dudes who danced soljer boy on stagexD

KILLED

2009-04-12T19:18:00.000-07:00

dear ummay,i know you wont read this but...im gona write it out anyway,

27th march.dark autumm day,we sat together,holding hands and our eyes met.we made promises that destroyed the word doubt,you look beautiful than ever,your brown eyes was the brightest of all,besides your plain and white tee,your hair was unkempt but i love it&those smiles of yours just melt my heart out of me.i wish i can relive that day again,laughter is all i can hear from you.you look happier than ever too.

...but now,all i can see is tears coming out of your eyes running down your face,anger replacing you peacefull thoughts that was once behold,argue as a daily communication between us.but behind all the arguments,my thoughts and feelings towards you will never change despite how much frustration you let it out to me and i hope that you will someday know that i love you.

killed by education.

2009-02-26T06:16:00.000-08:00

listening to.dear juliet:lullaby

HEY BODY BODY!!!!Blog update!!!
school has given me hell this pass few days with homeworks,plus our test1 is coming up soon so less time with the internet and more dates with the books//. =. we didnt do much at school today,stayed completely focused on POA,turns out it was easy...sorta...anyway,tommorows lobbying day and my openning speech is finally done thanks to nana and si tupaixD.

CURRENT EVENTS:
25th-lost the football match....AGAIN,4 years in a row losing is a record for our school,lets face it guys we suck!!

24th-none.

23rd-national day&&it so happend to be my best day ever this year so far because I MET MY UMMAYXD,deena was there too so she took most of our pictures.
22nd-went to flying colours from 12.30 to 5.30,

21st-the last day of our marching practise,went to the stadium but unfortunately i didnt meet ummayx(.

20th-went to aunty sakina's house,jammed with diman's brother and cousins,lots of funn.

19th-went to si awang's house,played video games,and joining us was kairul.
X________________________________________________________x
okay okay since im in my typing mood right now,i've got some friends from flying colours who i want you guys to meet.lets start with the guys 1st.oww and just so you know,im using fake names cause i cant remember their names...yet...

DOOR-MAN
a guy who sat at the very edge and near the door..and yes he likes to play with the door,whatever works for him.lets see....talkative,playfull,smoker,likes to throw stuff at the ladies,likes to tell jokes..ALOOTTTT.

MUS-A-LIKE.
he looks like mus(a friend of mine)but much more taller.uberly friendly.nice guy,non smoker..i think..thats all for now.

GUY-WHO-SAT-OPPOSITE-OF-ME.
ermm...he's thin,quite,ermm....friendly??

MAZNAN-A-LIKE
talks like maznan,looks like him,laugh like him,ermmm....uberly friendly

for some reason,the girls at flying colours aare afraid of me,i dont know why but yeahh...though they are realy realy loud,talkative,annoying yes but in a good way..sometimes....

WARNING!!THESE ARE DANGEROUS GIRLS WHO YOU SHOULD NOT BE AROUD WITH.IF SEEN PLEASE RUN AS FAST AS YOU CAN OR CALL 911.
(details of what they have done wrong are writen below their names.)

AH-DICK
okay first of all before you go around and talk bitchy about people who you barely even know,heres some tips for you,1,if you want to talk trash about us,USE YOUR OWN WORD BITCH!!! AND 2,on behalf of all the girls who is on you"LIST'',go get a boob cheeck,cederick has bigger man booobs than yours(no offence cederick)

UH-GOH-GEE
WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?seriously,dont you have better things to do??cant you leave my ummay alone??make your own trend for crying out loud.you realy should stop what you're doing,SERIOUSLY..its embarasing..

AH-MAH-LIN-AH
five words for you.GO-GET-A-BOY-FRIEND.you retarded lesbo freak.
*please forgive any spelling or grammatic errors*

2009-02-12T16:35:00.000-08:00

listening to.Stiff dilans:Ultra violet

SCHOOL LIFE.
HHEELLLOO PEOPLEE!!! i've been busy lately with soo much school work and stuff.School was...okay...for the last few days,we were FORCE to go marching everyday in the hot blazing sun,on the bright side,we skiped 3 classes on the 2nd to the 4th period.we mostly laugh our guts out after the marching rehersal, faiz ,danil&i played this game or should i say "chung hwa's very own amaizing race".childish as it seem but it was ALLOT of fuun,not only that but it helps you to burn thoses inner fatsxD.the reason i cant go online between 7am to 9am on a monday and wendsday night is because i went to CfBT on every monday and wendsday,with fify of course,and joining us is faiz,and soon fu how and john,CfBT was okayy,the teacher was great,though i keept on forgeting his name,the great thing about him is that he gives us break every once and a while,usualy at 8o'clock.faiz was stuck on the other side of the building and the only thing that kept him for staying there is this girl he admired,but he told me that he wanted to change the class,one word to dscribe faiz's class;DULL.we got nicknames to,out of the boredom we give ourselves stupid nicknames and i got the boring one;ABANG,haha,danil's was 'baby',faiz's was 'alai' and fauzi as 'beh',stupid,no?ow and my CfBT teacher whos name i forgot called me 'MR.RELIGEON'//.=.and since tomorrow is valentines day,i helped nana with the ordering and stuff since fify didnt come to school yesterday,for those of you who didnt kow,WE SELL CUPCAKES,WITH TOPPINGS AND WITH BOXX AND YES,WE DELIVER.

LOVE LIFE.
Ummay;that name melts me everytime i hear it,i know it sound cliche but shes diffrent than the other girls that i ever date with.ow yesterday,our extra class were cut short leaving only POA,which means we can go home early but unfortunately i went home at 4 but anyways,before i went home,danil and i went to the cyber while waiting my mum to pick me up,so me and my rainbow went web-caming,OOWW HOW I MELT,her smiles which i adore the most makes my heart beat even faster,and her eyes,OWH THAT SWEET SWEET EYES,makes my head explode unfortunately we only went web-caming about 10 t0 15 minutes,i think.but it was worth it,my smile didnt fade untill now.RAINBOWW CINTA, I PROMISE YOU THAT I WONT LEAVE YOU,I LOVE YOU AND YOUR THE ONLY ONE THAT KEEPS ME STANDING.YOUR FAR MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANYONE THAT I EVER LOVE BEFORE.X).monday us form5 student will go to the stadium and im realy realy looking forward for that,wana meet my rainbow~.oww our date is on saturday,which is tommorow,hope it'll work out,god's willing.xD&27TH IS THE DAY WE OFFICALY GOT TOGETHER,REMEMBER IT,STICK IT INSIDE YOUR BRAIN,EMBRACE IT.XDXD.I MISS YOU RAINBOW,WITH ALL MY HEART CONTENT.

people(S)of the day:UMMAY MOI,i miss you cinta.rui yee thanks for helping me out with the POA,i wouldn't go out if you werent therexD,zanna,sorry i accidentaly hit you with force,didnt mean it,haha.

2009-02-02T06:47:00.000-08:00

Listening to.escape the fate : as your falling down

I didnt do much today but it is a beautiful monday.I woke up reading a sweet and warm hearted message from UMMAYxD.at school our seatplans have been changed,and i endedup seating inthe front with fify<3.We were FORCED to join the marching thingy,and since im not that freakishly tall,i was positioned to the 2nd row on the very back=.=".I was suppose to go mengajiing in the afternoon but i have other plans,so i have to cancell that.I went to cfbt instead,another 'to do list done&went jogging with cousin adip,burn those inner fats which i gain after eating at melleniumxD,NYAMMAN THE TERIAKI CHIKEN BURGER*droll*

Shes a true beauty,inside and out.she fill my heart with love and manage to fill my thoughts base on her unique personality.Although her past is dark and dull,her future is now bright and secure.Everynight,she kept me inthis warm,safe,invulnerable place,coloured red and has no windows or doors,a place where only me and her could enter without breaking,that place is in her heart.ILOVEYOUUMMAY

this is a picture which i drew this morning,this is for you ummay.I'll say it now and i'll it again and again,ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU UMMMAYY

person(s)of the day : zanna&alai,thanks for getting rid of iss for mex)&&UMMMAY,I LOVE YOU,and and i miss youu right nowxD

Mr.pleasant

2009-01-28T04:49:00.000-08:00

Listening to.Eyes set to kill : reach

HEY BODY BODY~XD
todayy i woke up with a huge smile on my face,got a text from si UMMAY~XD,she dumped her stupid asshole boyfriend.im glad she did,she realy deserves betterx),

since today is the 3rd day of chinese new year,half of my classmates didnt come to school and the teacher didnt bother to teach us,except for b.m period.So to avoid boredom,me and the guys did some hair experiment in the class.fify as usualy became the victimxD

we laugh our guts out at the library,played an old game called hide and seek,i noe its immature for us to play it but wth? Fun is what we aim forXD.I know i speak to soon but im missing ummay so badd right nowx/

person(s)of the day : shanice,hey cheer up,i know its hard for you to forget him and i know it hurts but life must go on with or without him,take your time to pull yourself together.we want the old shanice backx).

Unproclaimed

2009-01-24T15:12:00.000-08:00

Listening to.BMTH:lot like vegas

Afew days ago,i met this wonderful,sweet,fun girll,her smile makes me melt,her kindness is unlimited.i told my best&close friends about her,i told them that im starting to build feelings for her but im not that suree,yet.as days passes,my bond with her became closer&closer,i thought that she has feelings for me to,well at first she didd,and so i though.one day,she was exceedingly frustrated due to her current boyfriend's sarcastic&obnoxcious behaviour,so as usuall she txtd me in&seek for a shoulder to cry,i replyd by giving advices&told her that im here for her.Her text msg arrived just a few minutes later,...&thats when all my hopes were lost,all i could think of were nothing,my mind were empty,my heart shattered,i drop my phone onto the floor.As much as i wanted to reply her,i cant,and so i didntt.If thats how she feels about me then let it be but mine to her will never change.

person(s)of the day:farr,imy~xD

Cam whore

2009-01-24T14:57:00.000-08:00

2009-01-24T14:41:00.000-08:00

Listening to.Lady Gaga :poker face

Im having a major meltdown but thats not gona stop me from having funnxD.Gotta addmit that today's the greatst day in 2009 so farrxD,okayy to start the day off,we had a little party of our own at class.ate alot today,1st the sausages&the nachos,then the oreos& then the cookies*owwh they taste so darn good*.

after the 1st 2 period was over,fify took out her lappy and startd using the internet*yes,our class have wifi*,while fify was playing her lappy,me and the others gossip and we take turns checking our emails for funny&gross videos&pictures,mine suck.after recess,we did ALOT of cam whores,ALOTTT!!!,thanks to fify,danil,faiz&fauzi,credits to them for taking the picturesxD.fify&danil became my victms of abuse,while i got to kiss iss's hairxpxp.we realy had fun today,we realy should do that more oftenxD.

Just foundout that si zul,prosa's zul,the one prosa always talks abt,it turns out that that was the SAME zul who hung out with me last year,what a small world huh??

person(s)of the dayy: caroline,danil,dejah,faiz,fauzi,fify,katelynn&nanaxD

For you

2009-01-24T14:37:00.000-08:00

i dont care if you dont like me,really,i mean whats the point???its pointless actually.yea sure just ignore me,see if i care.Trash me,go ahead make me look bad,i dont care.But just who the fuckin hell do you think you are?Its my life so stay away from it,im not telling you how to live yourlife,why cant you??an angel inthe front&a devil at the back,you are.I felt sorry for you,your life is so full of fakness that you cant even see it right in front of you,you're blinded by your own lies.Dont you feel ashamed?after all what you've did to me,after all what we've been through,this is how you say thanks?this is what i get for the things that i've done for you??.After tonite,i'll be forever silence.after tonite the secrects that lies beneath my soul will forever be locked.and after tonite,my name,my only simple name,will be forgottenn.lost.. goodbyee

brunei

2009-01-24T04:47:00.000-08:00

2009-01-22T20:35:00.000-08:00

2009-01-22T18:16:00.000-08:00

shar&me<3

Flo flo flo flood

2009-01-20T14:44:00.000-08:00

Listening to.saosin : your not alone

just right around the corner where i live,i saw cars,lots of em,it is unusual for cars to be there at this hour,i now noe that they cant return to their house due to the flood.It is reported that due to the heavy rain last night,some district in brunei is flooded,i myself witness such tragedy.for those of you whos house or car or any property sank due to the heavy rain,im sorry for your lost.my prediction is if the weathr is bad as last night,whole mulaut will be the next atlantis.

person(s)of the day:all the victims of the flood.

Glitter on a piece of s*it

2009-01-19T07:03:00.000-08:00

Listening to.We the kings:secret valentine

today'sheadlines
there were some performance at school,including the LAME lion dancers,they were suppose to jump around and do some new tricks or whatever lion dancer do but NO~~,they just stand there on the stage doing completely nothing,well they did wiggle around but that doesn't count,you get my point,i mean its completly useless//.--".next on the line was two very polite looking girls who looks like Ally and AJxD,they sang a chinese song which sounded great but sadly i cnt understand a word they were singgingx/,&after that was a very small girl who has the voice of an angel,she is what you call talented in a very annoying kinda way,cute kidd.And then comes the 'if you noe the answer,come up and we'll give you ampous&an orange'.and ending the ceremony was some juniors who sang a song&after that threw oranges to audiences,what fun we haddxD

at night,my mum,rashidin&i went to aunty.sakina's house at bunut,saja hang out.aiman gave me a tour around bunut,we went by bike.and i just realise that kairul's house was nearby.so yea,me and kairul went to katrini's and catchup with each other's life,well he's doing greater than ever,wish you all the best in whatever your doing mahnx)

today my attention was focused on my fan sign,done by umayy of course,I HEART YOU FOR THATXD,

person(s)of the day:UMAY~for making that awsme fan sign for mex3.rui yee for giving me so much food todayy,thanks how could i live without youxD

Persuasive is all i need

2009-01-15T16:11:00.000-08:00

Listening to. Paramore:fences

On this day,I*diiin*willingly claim si.Prosa;si love kedua;Ro-sa-fiy,as my dearly beloved girlfriendxD,this relationship will only last for a day or two,or a week,or two...or a monthxD,&cant wait for the BGIC,to bad si love cant come alongx(

My day starts off like any other day,me coming to school,followd by fu how then after that si danil,afew minutes later si love comes in our class with that look on her face&lastly si prosa will randomly show up between 7 to 7.14,its like a daily routine realy.

My prosa was not inthe mood AGAIN.its been two days straight&yet she hasnt told me whats going on,im guessing it has to do with the bet thingy cause weird things happend to us*me,si love,prosa*lately since the bet startd,or she has a problm with si james,either both she can always talk to me.but i noe sooner or later she'll tell.

I gotta tell you,being in form5c is really super&disturbing.Super because you can find almost evry diffrent kinds of people,for example the jocks,the nerds,the gossip girls,the pranksters,the sleepy heads,the beautiful people&the music lover*thats us*ironicly each group sat togethr as a group.A WARNING TO ALL TEACHERS OR THOSE OF YOU WHO WANTD TO WORK AS A TEACHR AT CHMS:pair us apart&we'll destroy you,leave us be&we might spare you.Disturbing because since we*the music lover sat way~at the very back of the class,all i can see is john's mawhawk.

NAME CHANGER ALERT
nana-si love
fify-prosa

person(s)of the day-prosa.not just because shes my new matexD,shes having a tough time lately.Jay Murphy.the best photographer i ever seen so far.dejah.for giving me the nasi katok for freexD.

I second the motion

2009-01-13T07:21:00.000-08:00

Listening to. we the kings:secret valentine

HOTDOGG~~today is tuesday,the second week after the school reopens&the 3rd day of me being unwellx|.went to school with the worst case of the fever today&the air-conditioner wasnt helping at all>.<.Shance baked me a cookie todayy,the best cookie ever\m/xD.oww si rui yee was transferd to our class cause she got promotedxD,

at the afternoon,i shoot some hoops with si mus,still have that magic touchx3&cam whore with si fay&si danil,&today was my grandma's bdayxD,HAPPYBIRTHDAY BABU~,celebrate it a few hours ago,the cake was DROP DEAD DELICIOUSxD&i dnt wana talk about the negitive things that happend today.

CURENT EVENTS:
5th:1st day of school
6th:met si neena,shes okay,like her smile thoxD,
7th:ms.milli(my physics&class teacher) put me incharge of making the thingy for the class.
8th:went swimming&hung out at si awang's house.the last day i hung with si amar.
9th:went to school to make the project thingy with 'THE NERDZ'but they didnt showup,so me&si fay endup cam whoring
10th:went to hall to witness some guy joing the school's organisation
11th:got sick but i still went swimming at polo club,actually wantd to go BBQing with si maznan bt cnt>.<
12th:1st assemble this year

person(s)of the day : si ummay~for making me my first fan signxp,thanks you RAWKK\m/

Priceless

2009-01-04T06:39:00.000-08:00

Listening to : Bring Me The Horizon - Lot like vegas

MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION :
-try to lay off those unhealty foods
-loose those unwanted inner fats
-save the world&the animals
-learn a new language
-ask someone to prom
-expand my knowledge by reading more
-expand my horizon
-expand my knowledge on guitarsxD
-maintain strong relationship with my dearest friends
- be more good in art
-speak more english&french

YEAH.esuk sekulahh,hahaha,well im actualy happy&sad at the same time.Happy because i'll be seeing my friends again,especialy si fay&si nana.Sad because i have to wake up early,and i mean realy early,as in 5amish early=.=".

Anyways,didnt do much today,i was suppost to go BBQing with maznan&the geng at tungku.beach but i can't cause my mom wont allow me to.my family&i spent the whole day together,i tried to enjoy it since we rarely do this&i did.we ate lunch together&aftr that watched the "american idol marathon",i find it annoying yet entertaining,haha,the part where i find most hilarious is the part where the judge kept on tellng them to use the other door&watching simon being obnoxcious all the time is just priceless,

ow btw shar txtd me just a couple minutes ago,said to meet me tomorow near the vending machine,we did this almost every year,so i wasnt that suprised.*yawn*anyways,i think i'll go to bed early tonight since you know...school...5am...

person(s) of the day : simon cowell for his sarcasmxD&si 'x-centric' for being that freakin annoying.

Farrness and guilt

2009-01-03T06:37:00.000-08:00

I cant belive i forgot my dad's birthday today,well actualy i didnt,i thought his birthday was on the 5th,but still i felt badly deeply guiltyx(.i have to admitt that today wasnt my day,i woke up with a badhair do,and my feet hurts for some reason and i just realise that maznan textd me,asking me if i wanted to follow them(afy,zeezee,that dude whom i forgot his name&muz)to the mall,at first my toughts were to stay at home but since theres no one at home&knowing that i'll endup being jobless,i've decided to tag along,plus its been ages since i saw maznan and the geng,hahaha

it took me 30 to 40 minutes*wasnt that sure* to dressup since my new haircut didnt match some of my tees,anyways they came&pick me up at 12+,i felt old when im with them since im the only 1 whos 16=.="gahhh annoying muchh,we didnt do much though,whenn we arrived we went straight to "mr pizza",after that we went to rain forest,played counter strike for an hour&a half,xDwe had so much funny we didnt noticed that it was raining outside.maznan,mus&I was assign as the terrorist for the first round,we were winning but we kept on losing when this chinese dude from school*forgot his name* joind the team,but we manage to gain triumph when he leftxD,

after an hour&a half of killing each other,we went back to reality and went to the nearest restrnt,we ate at nasi katok mama,i saw some of my friends when we were on our way,ow and i even saw felix,i felt shorter than ever>.<",zeezee was the 1st to leave,around 5ish....i think,its getting late&the rain became heavier,so we went home,maznan drop me 1st,i was expecting a more welcomer welcome from both my parents,but they were both angry at me,which brings us back from the start,where i totaly accidently forgot that today was my dads birthday.he was very disappointed,i told him that im sorry but i noe that it wasnt enough:|.

i was randomly browsing throug google and found this uberly awsme blogg,which i recommend.http://www.manic-mannequin.blogspot.com/..okay thats it for now

person(s) of the day:my dad*since today is his birthday&farr*im still thinking about her,dont noe why,but i think i realy should express this feeling to her*

2 list done

2009-01-02T20:31:00.000-08:00

Heeyy guyss~i only slept for like idk 3 to 4 hours,then my mum woke me up,mengajing,my head was blurr when the uztazah explain the whole rules and stuff,but since doing good deeds is on my 'to do list',i ask myself why not,and so i did.2month ago i've made a promise with my mom that i'll cut my hair,and yestrday i did the impossible,yes i cut my hair short,how short and ugly yu ask?well see for yurself.at night,we had a BBQ at aunt fina's,as usualy the adults got drunk,while us the teens&kids stay upstairs playing hide&seek,ada yang emuu time atu so yg being emo sat down QUIETLY playing their lappy,haha poor cuzy.leiin..the BBQ ended at 12ish and since most of my uncles&aunts are drunk,most of them went home sobber the next day which is todayy..

person of the day:FARRR!!!well for some reason,lately i've been thinking about her alot,miss her love her...

This one is for you syuhai

2009-01-01T09:05:00.001-08:00

Is this how yu say thank you?by hurting me in so many ways?i realy once thought yu're my evrythng,but i was wrong...again,how could you sleep at night??honestly,yu're the WORST gf i ever had,you lied to me most of the time.yu never even care about me,not at all.the reality is that your lying days are over,im sick of all the bullshitt things that yu've done to me.what am i to yu??yur just like the other whores who went into my life just to ruin itt,well you noe what,congrats!!!you manage to do that,yu happy now??

Current event

2009-01-01T08:04:00.000-08:00

1st of all,i just wana say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my lil unwell cuzen NAIM,we call him 'M'for short,who turns 4 this evning,ironicly his parents carve a lettr 'M' on bothside on his head,just above his ears,which suits him perfectly,&&guess who came and stop by,JOLIBEE~haha but sadly most of the lil kids cried when old jolibee tried to come closer to them,keeesian~~,,tonite wasnt nana's night,si sob*nana's ex*propose nana,i noe that should be a good thing but its not,its hard for nana to decide since she couldnt forgv him&the worst part is,she couldnt forget him,which makes this more harder,whatever decision she makes,i'll respect it,

HAPPY FREAKING NEW YEARRR!!!

2008-12-31T08:06:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEARR SCUMBAGS,lett the oldd free and take the new,throw the neggetive and let the possitive fllow through yu,make something usefull for yurself every once and a while,heads up and SMILE,thats my new moto,hahahha so guys HAPPY FREAKIN NEW YEARRRRR

stupid 2008

2008-12-31T03:02:00.000-08:00

ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!so much for celebrating new year,i was suppost to go to damn old JP to celebrate new year with si hapis but i cancle the trip cs non of my frens are gona be there,plus hapis's grandad or granma died so he cant go as well BUT noeing farr would be there,i was egerr to go but sadly no transport,SIAL JUA TUUU,FUCKKK EHHH

ME BACKKK!!!!

2008-12-31T00:50:00.000-08:00

heeluuuu peopllee!!!i noe i was suppose to write this whole thing down about 2 weeks ago but unfortunately i cant since the wIfI at home didnt work,anyways i spent the whole freakin holidays going on a road trip to KK,we went to intrsting places like the somthing zoo,water world,1 borneo,sea park condotel,pouring&MT.kinabalu.
i shot some pictures for evidence hahaha,i bought some bands tees which i bet yu cant find at brunei,also bought some stuff for fify,nana&cathy chan which cost me a fortune hahhaha,and i officially wanted to thank abang.ali&danil for coming with us,without them the trip would be a complete failure,for me that is.

p.s:IF YU WANT TO VIEW THE PICTURES,GO TO MY PROFILE.

Beeacchh

2008-12-07T18:13:00.000-08:00

Heluuuh pepoolee,nothing special happend today,we went to this private beach at tutong,i still cnt belive it tho but seeing is beliveing,btw today is my aunt.nass's birthday too,so HAPPY BIRTHDAY aunty.nass~,anyways i found two crabs today,1 is rocky&the other 1 is lefty but unfortuntly rocky died cs i pinch him to hard and he was crushed,may his soul rest in peace,lefty had only 1 claw and yes yu've guessd it,he had only the left claw.he kept pinching me tho wich is the reason why i released it&&me and my cuzens founded a jellyfish,a dead jellyfish to be exact.I cnt wait this tuesday,im realy looking foward to this roadtrip,danils coming along so...this shud be intterestingx3

2008-12-06T12:20:00.000-08:00

Love.wow thats a strong word people often use to express their feelings to each other.for some,a word that unites one individual with another.a word that meant happinness and positif.But to me that word is just bad luck,writen all over it.where someone will get hurt,a heartache that will never be cured,a feeling that is so dangerous,it sumtimes can cause death.love is mostly the reason why people commited suicide,the reason why most husbands left their wifes so that they can go with another whore,because of love,moneylovers rather choose money over their very own child.i once thought love is beautifull,i thought it is the salvation of all problems but i was wrong.love is the problem.

we the sand eater part.5

2008-12-04T09:43:00.000-08:00

we the sand eater part.4

2008-12-04T09:00:00.001-08:00

we the sand eater part.3

2008-12-04T09:00:00.000-08:00

These are some pictures at the beachh

we the sand eaters part.2

2008-12-04T08:47:00.001-08:00

This is me trying to act macho and all,which i suck at.

We the sand eater

2008-12-04T07:11:00.000-08:00

woaaaahhh*yawn*hey guys,i noe i was suppost to post this last night but i was realy2 tired and im tired now too and i was planing to blog it this morning but i was realy2 busy till now so...anyways,crazy winds,thunderous storm,sands on our sausages but HEY! We survived and we even ate them all,the sausages i mean,hehe,it was yesterday 4 in the afternoon at tungku beach, where it all began,the BBQ's and the fishing.maznan's idea..anyway this is the 1st time ever for me to go BBQing at the beach with my friends,and trust me we had tons of funn and we even have the pics to prove it,^___^but i knew the fun wont last long,sadly at dawn,we were forced to go back by mothernature and plus we were told that some guy drowned and minutes later the beach was full of cops and firemans before we went home.yestrday was awsme,the sand in our food,the wind the fishng,it was great,btw neithr of us catch any fish tho>__<"

2008-12-02T16:04:00.000-08:00

these are some pictures i got from the internt,awsme hair do

how to keep your hair smooth and silky

2008-12-02T15:35:00.000-08:00

Having soft, smooth, and shiny hair does not have to be difficult and expensive. Just follow these few simple steps and you will have beautiful and luxurious hair in no time.

First, brush your hair several times a day. Brushing helps remove the dirt, dust, and grime that get trapped in your hair. It also helps distribute the natural oils produced by the scalp, from the roots to the tips.

Shampoo your hair every other day and condition it everyday. Shampooing on a daily basis may strip off the natural oils that moisturize the hair. Conditioning it, on the other hand, restores lost moisture and keeps the natural oils in place.

Use cold water as much as possible when washing your hair. This seals the hair cuticles and locks the conditioner as close to the hair follicle as possible.

Give your hair a hot oil treatment once every two weeks. Mayonnaise or egg yolks can be used as an alternative to expensive salon treatments. Spread mayonnaise or egg yolks combined with olive oil all over your hair, concentrating on the ends. Cover your hair with a shower cap for 10-20 mins and then rinse well.

Eat lots of food rich in B-vitamins and proteins, like bananas, soybeans, avocados, eggs, grains, and red meat. The nutrients found in these food items are responsible for healthy and shiny hair.

Refrain from using heated styling tools and alcohol-based styling products as much as possible, as this can easily dry out your hair. If it cannot be avoided, use thermal styling tools and water-based styling products, which cause less damage to the hair.

Lastly, have your hair trimmed every six weeks to keep it in tip-top shape. This gets rid of the dry ends and keeps the rest of the hair looking good and healthy.

goodluck^_____^

yawnn in the morning

2008-12-02T14:43:00.000-08:00

good morning peepps,*yawnnn* owwh me god i'm so freaking tired,i coudn't sleep since 3+ until now,sii nana lagii tuu around 12 until 1+ danganku bemain MC2,panat usulnya hehehe,at last we spoke on the phone & its akward since i rarely call her cs we usually chat or talk in person at school,plus i was to tired to speak.after getting some shuteye for like 1 hour+ my uncle woke me up for no reasonn=__="gwahhh right in the middle of a sweetdream wah,so i stayed up until now and updating my facebook,friendster*finally*and my blog but i haven't put in my pics tho,i wantd to but my pics were inside my pendyy and i left it at homee,bummer.&&i misss si fay alot hehe,she went camping,hope she can survive but i think she can handle it,shes a tough chickk,hahaha,anyway i think thats all for now,,*yawnnn*

diin : fify's birthday part 2

2008-11-26T17:20:00.001-08:00

More pics

diin : fify's birthday part1

2008-11-26T16:53:00.000-08:00

Pictures of us at fifys birthday,x)

2008-11-26T14:34:00.000-08:00

Im testing if this thing works,btw this is my dad,

diin : we the crayons

2008-11-26T14:27:00.000-08:00

okay,this is actually my 2nd account,i have to remove my 1st one cs its lame,,anyway always pay attention to the title since this account will be shared by not only two but three guys including me(me,amar&danil).