dear ummay,i know you wont read this but...im gona write it out anyway,

27th march.dark autumm day,we sat together,holding hands and our eyes met.we made promises that destroyed the word doubt,you look beautiful than ever,your brown eyes was the brightest of all,besides your plain and white tee,your hair was unkempt but i love it&those smiles of yours just melt my heart out of me.i wish i can relive that day again,laughter is all i can hear from you.you look happier than ever too.

...but now,all i can see is tears coming out of your eyes running down your face,anger replacing you peacefull thoughts that was once behold,argue as a daily communication between us.but behind all the arguments,my thoughts and feelings towards you will never change despite how much frustration you let it out to me and i hope that you will someday know that i love you.