Listening to.Eyes set to kill : reach

HEY BODY BODY~XD
todayy i woke up with a huge smile on my face,got a text from si UMMAY~XD,she dumped her stupid asshole boyfriend.im glad she did,she realy deserves betterx),

since today is the 3rd day of chinese new year,half of my classmates didnt come to school and the teacher didnt bother to teach us,except for b.m period.So to avoid boredom,me and the guys did some hair experiment in the class.fify as usualy became the victimxD

we laugh our guts out at the library,played an old game called hide and seek,i noe its immature for us to play it but wth? Fun is what we aim forXD.I know i speak to soon but im missing ummay so badd right nowx/

person(s)of the day : shanice,hey cheer up,i know its hard for you to forget him and i know it hurts but life must go on with or without him,take your time to pull yourself together.we want the old shanice backx).

Listening to.BMTH:lot like vegas

Afew days ago,i met this wonderful,sweet,fun girll,her smile makes me melt,her kindness is unlimited.i told my best&close friends about her,i told them that im starting to build feelings for her but im not that suree,yet.as days passes,my bond with her became closer&closer,i thought that she has feelings for me to,well at first she didd,and so i though.one day,she was exceedingly frustrated due to her current boyfriend's sarcastic&obnoxcious behaviour,so as usuall she txtd me in&seek for a shoulder to cry,i replyd by giving advices&told her that im here for her.Her text msg arrived just a few minutes later,...&thats when all my hopes were lost,all i could think of were nothing,my mind were empty,my heart shattered,i drop my phone onto the floor.As much as i wanted to reply her,i cant,and so i didntt.If thats how she feels about me then let it be but mine to her will never change.

person(s)of the day:farr,imy~xD

Listening to.Lady Gaga :poker face

Im having a major meltdown but thats not gona stop me from having funnxD.Gotta addmit that today's the greatst day in 2009 so farrxD,okayy to start the day off,we had a little party of our own at class.ate alot today,1st the sausages&the nachos,then the oreos& then the cookies*owwh they taste so darn good*.

after the 1st 2 period was over,fify took out her lappy and startd using the internet*yes,our class have wifi*,while fify was playing her lappy,me and the others gossip and we take turns checking our emails for funny&gross videos&pictures,mine suck.after recess,we did ALOT of cam whores,ALOTTT!!!,thanks to fify,danil,faiz&fauzi,credits to them for taking the picturesxD.fify&danil became my victms of abuse,while i got to kiss iss's hairxpxp.we realy had fun today,we realy should do that more oftenxD.

Just foundout that si zul,prosa's zul,the one prosa always talks abt,it turns out that that was the SAME zul who hung out with me last year,what a small world huh??


person(s)of the dayy: caroline,danil,dejah,faiz,fauzi,fify,katelynn&nanaxD

i dont care if you dont like me,really,i mean whats the point???its pointless actually.yea sure just ignore me,see if i care.Trash me,go ahead make me look bad,i dont care.But just who the fuckin hell do you think you are?Its my life so stay away from it,im not telling you how to live yourlife,why cant you??an angel inthe front&a devil at the back,you are.I felt sorry for you,your life is so full of fakness that you cant even see it right in front of you,you're blinded by your own lies.Dont you feel ashamed?after all what you've did to me,after all what we've been through,this is how you say thanks?this is what i get for the things that i've done for you??.After tonite,i'll be forever silence.after tonite the secrects that lies beneath my soul will forever be locked.and after tonite,my name,my only simple name,will be forgottenn.lost.. goodbyee

shar&me<3

Listening to.saosin : your not alone

just right around the corner where i live,i saw cars,lots of em,it is unusual for cars to be there at this hour,i now noe that they cant return to their house due to the flood.It is reported that due to the heavy rain last night,some district in brunei is flooded,i myself witness such tragedy.for those of you whos house or car or any property sank due to the heavy rain,im sorry for your lost.my prediction is if the weathr is bad as last night,whole mulaut will be the next atlantis.

person(s)of the day:all the victims of the flood.

Listening to.We the kings:secret valentine

today'sheadlines
there were some performance at school,including the LAME lion dancers,they were suppose to jump around and do some new tricks or whatever lion dancer do but NO~~,they just stand there on the stage doing completely nothing,well they did wiggle around but that doesn't count,you get my point,i mean its completly useless//.--".next on the line was two very polite looking girls who looks like Ally and AJxD,they sang a chinese song which sounded great but sadly i cnt understand a word they were singgingx/,&after that was a very small girl who has the voice of an angel,she is what you call talented in a very annoying kinda way,cute kidd.And then comes the 'if you noe the answer,come up and we'll give you ampous&an orange'.and ending the ceremony was some juniors who sang a song&after that threw oranges to audiences,what fun we haddxD

at night,my mum,rashidin&i went to aunty.sakina's house at bunut,saja hang out.aiman gave me a tour around bunut,we went by bike.and i just realise that kairul's house was nearby.so yea,me and kairul went to katrini's and catchup with each other's life,well he's doing greater than ever,wish you all the best in whatever your doing mahnx)

today my attention was focused on my fan sign,done by umayy of course,I HEART YOU FOR THATXD,

person(s)of the day:UMAY~for making that awsme fan sign for mex3.rui yee for giving me so much food todayy,thanks how could i live without youxD

Listening to. Paramore:fences

On this day,I*diiin*willingly claim si.Prosa;si love kedua;Ro-sa-fiy,as my dearly beloved girlfriendxD,this relationship will only last for a day or two,or a week,or two...or a monthxD,&cant wait for the BGIC,to bad si love cant come alongx(

My day starts off like any other day,me coming to school,followd by fu how then after that si danil,afew minutes later si love comes in our class with that look on her face&lastly si prosa will randomly show up between 7 to 7.14,its like a daily routine realy.

My prosa was not inthe mood AGAIN.its been two days straight&yet she hasnt told me whats going on,im guessing it has to do with the bet thingy cause weird things happend to us*me,si love,prosa*lately since the bet startd,or she has a problm with si james,either both she can always talk to me.but i noe sooner or later she'll tell.

I gotta tell you,being in form5c is really super&disturbing.Super because you can find almost evry diffrent kinds of people,for example the jocks,the nerds,the gossip girls,the pranksters,the sleepy heads,the beautiful people&the music lover*thats us*ironicly each group sat togethr as a group.A WARNING TO ALL TEACHERS OR THOSE OF YOU WHO WANTD TO WORK AS A TEACHR AT CHMS:pair us apart&we'll destroy you,leave us be&we might spare you.Disturbing because since we*the music lover sat way~at the very back of the class,all i can see is john's mawhawk.

NAME CHANGER ALERT
nana-si love
fify-prosa

person(s)of the day-prosa.not just because shes my new matexD,shes having a tough time lately.Jay Murphy.the best photographer i ever seen so far.dejah.for giving me the nasi katok for freexD.

Listening to. we the kings:secret valentine

HOTDOGG~~today is tuesday,the second week after the school reopens&the 3rd day of me being unwellx|.went to school with the worst case of the fever today&the air-conditioner wasnt helping at all>.<.Shance baked me a cookie todayy,the best cookie ever\m/xD.oww si rui yee was transferd to our class cause she got promotedxD,

at the afternoon,i shoot some hoops with si mus,still have that magic touchx3&cam whore with si fay&si danil,&today was my grandma's bdayxD,HAPPYBIRTHDAY BABU~,celebrate it a few hours ago,the cake was DROP DEAD DELICIOUSxD&i dnt wana talk about the negitive things that happend today.

CURENT EVENTS:
5th:1st day of school
6th:met si neena,shes okay,like her smile thoxD,
7th:ms.milli(my physics&class teacher) put me incharge of making the thingy for the class.
8th:went swimming&hung out at si awang's house.the last day i hung with si amar.
9th:went to school to make the project thingy with 'THE NERDZ'but they didnt showup,so me&si fay endup cam whoring
10th:went to hall to witness some guy joing the school's organisation
11th:got sick but i still went swimming at polo club,actually wantd to go BBQing with si maznan bt cnt>.<
12th:1st assemble this year

person(s)of the day : si ummay~for making me my first fan signxp,thanks you RAWKK\m/

Listening to : Bring Me The Horizon - Lot like vegas

MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION :
-try to lay off those unhealty foods
-loose those unwanted inner fats
-save the world&the animals
-learn a new language
-ask someone to prom
-expand my knowledge by reading more
-expand my horizon
-expand my knowledge on guitarsxD
-maintain strong relationship with my dearest friends
- be more good in art
-speak more english&french

YEAH.esuk sekulahh,hahaha,well im actualy happy&sad at the same time.Happy because i'll be seeing my friends again,especialy si fay&si nana.Sad because i have to wake up early,and i mean realy early,as in 5amish early=.=".

Anyways,didnt do much today,i was suppost to go BBQing with maznan&the geng at tungku.beach but i can't cause my mom wont allow me to.my family&i spent the whole day together,i tried to enjoy it since we rarely do this&i did.we ate lunch together&aftr that watched the "american idol marathon",i find it annoying yet entertaining,haha,the part where i find most hilarious is the part where the judge kept on tellng them to use the other door&watching simon being obnoxcious all the time is just priceless,

ow btw shar txtd me just a couple minutes ago,said to meet me tomorow near the vending machine,we did this almost every year,so i wasnt that suprised.*yawn*anyways,i think i'll go to bed early tonight since you know...school...5am...

person(s) of the day : simon cowell for his sarcasmxD&si 'x-centric' for being that freakin annoying.

I cant belive i forgot my dad's birthday today,well actualy i didnt,i thought his birthday was on the 5th,but still i felt badly deeply guiltyx(.i have to admitt that today wasnt my day,i woke up with a badhair do,and my feet hurts for some reason and i just realise that maznan textd me,asking me if i wanted to follow them(afy,zeezee,that dude whom i forgot his name&muz)to the mall,at first my toughts were to stay at home but since theres no one at home&knowing that i'll endup being jobless,i've decided to tag along,plus its been ages since i saw maznan and the geng,hahaha

it took me 30 to 40 minutes*wasnt that sure* to dressup since my new haircut didnt match some of my tees,anyways they came&pick me up at 12+,i felt old when im with them since im the only 1 whos 16=.="gahhh annoying muchh,we didnt do much though,whenn we arrived we went straight to "mr pizza",after that we went to rain forest,played counter strike for an hour&a half,xDwe had so much funny we didnt noticed that it was raining outside.maznan,mus&I was assign as the terrorist for the first round,we were winning but we kept on losing when this chinese dude from school*forgot his name* joind the team,but we manage to gain triumph when he leftxD,

after an hour&a half of killing each other,we went back to reality and went to the nearest restrnt,we ate at nasi katok mama,i saw some of my friends when we were on our way,ow and i even saw felix,i felt shorter than ever>.<",zeezee was the 1st to leave,around 5ish....i think,its getting late&the rain became heavier,so we went home,maznan drop me 1st,i was expecting a more welcomer welcome from both my parents,but they were both angry at me,which brings us back from the start,where i totaly accidently forgot that today was my dads birthday.he was very disappointed,i told him that im sorry but i noe that it wasnt enough:|.

i was randomly browsing throug google and found this uberly awsme blogg,which i recommend.http://www.manic-mannequin.blogspot.com/..okay thats it for now

person(s) of the day:my dad*since today is his birthday&farr*im still thinking about her,dont noe why,but i think i realy should express this feeling to her*

Heeyy guyss~i only slept for like idk 3 to 4 hours,then my mum woke me up,mengajing,my head was blurr when the uztazah explain the whole rules and stuff,but since doing good deeds is on my 'to do list',i ask myself why not,and so i did.2month ago i've made a promise with my mom that i'll cut my hair,and yestrday i did the impossible,yes i cut my hair short,how short and ugly yu ask?well see for yurself.at night,we had a BBQ at aunt fina's,as usualy the adults got drunk,while us the teens&kids stay upstairs playing hide&seek,ada yang emuu time atu so yg being emo sat down QUIETLY playing their lappy,haha poor cuzy.leiin..the BBQ ended at 12ish and since most of my uncles&aunts are drunk,most of them went home sobber the next day which is todayy..


person of the day:FARRR!!!well for some reason,lately i've been thinking about her alot,miss her love her...

Is this how yu say thank you?by hurting me in so many ways?i realy once thought yu're my evrythng,but i was wrong...again,how could you sleep at night??honestly,yu're the WORST gf i ever had,you lied to me most of the time.yu never even care about me,not at all.the reality is that your lying days are over,im sick of all the bullshitt things that yu've done to me.what am i to yu??yur just like the other whores who went into my life just to ruin itt,well you noe what,congrats!!!you manage to do that,yu happy now??

1st of all,i just wana say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my lil unwell cuzen NAIM,we call him 'M'for short,who turns 4 this evning,ironicly his parents carve a lettr 'M' on bothside on his head,just above his ears,which suits him perfectly,&&guess who came and stop by,JOLIBEE~haha but sadly most of the lil kids cried when old jolibee tried to come closer to them,keeesian~~,,tonite wasnt nana's night,si sob*nana's ex*propose nana,i noe that should be a good thing but its not,its hard for nana to decide since she couldnt forgv him&the worst part is,she couldnt forget him,which makes this more harder,whatever decision she makes,i'll respect it,